August 18, 2010

Tiny

Hey, were did my fairy tale go? I didn´t ask for this...
It was supposed to be magical, amazing, fantastic. And somewhere along the way, we got lost. So, so lost.
Running in opposite directions, instead of walking side by side.
Short bursts of silence and a few text messages instead of long conversations to clear the air.
Replying in sharp remarks instead of hugs and kisses.
The sparkle left.

And yet,I´m still totally in love.


Guess I got more than I bargained for. So relationships aren´t easy. You give some, you take some. Some you like, some you don´t.

And some you just don´t understand.



The girl I used to know would have packed her bags long ago, and hitched a lift far, far away. The girl today just hangs on, waiting for what is around the corner.
The girl today explodes with bitter jealosy, but the girl I used to know couldn´t care less.
The girl today cries more than she cares to admit, but the girl I used to know scorned tears.

So, where did she go? Under how many extra kgs is she hidding? Behind how many doors has she locked herself? How far down that hill has she tumbled?

I´ve got my fingers crossed,my eyes tight shut, and a bubble of wishes above my head. Bring her back. Because I don´t know how.