Heart of Gold

Nobody said it would be easy...
Finding a balance is never easy.
I give, you give. Maybe you give more sometimes, maybe I give more other times.
On many occasions, finding a middle term is terribly hard. I push, you push. I pull, you pull.
It doesn´t mean I love you any less, it doesn´t mean I appreciate you any less.

We don´t just fall in love, and fall in to perfect synchrony. How perfect would that be? How boring would that become?
We have hard times, we have good times. We have times of peace, we have times of conflict.
But we don´t give up. Something pushes us forward, makes us want to try again, makes us turn over in bed and hug one another, makes us reach out once more.

You´ve touched me, you´ve changed me.
I never want to leave - but I know that day will come. The day when, maybe we give up, or maybe we part as friends, or maybe we just fade away.
Right now, I can´t even think of that day. That day better be far, far away, because I can´t deal with that day just yet.
You are way to precious, way to necessary, way to familiar.

And I am way to scared of being left all alone is this big, big scary world.


I am sure, with all of my soul and my body, that I love you, more than I ever thought possible.
Don´t forget that, ok? I never will.




"Balance is not letting anyone love you less than you love yourself"